Lavin

I m leaving tonight…time pass so fast..holiday 1 week seems nothing to me..or i should say i do nothing this holiday…no book…no fren..no EVERYTHING

I cant sleep last night. dunno y…juz feel very terrible. i think a lot also..think about my class..my exam…n of course my life when i go back. Every morning i still need to wake up early berebut toilet then bus then seat then everything.. i so hate this feeling..juz 2 months i already cant tahan..cant imagine how my next 4 years will be…I cry again…i dun wan to leave here..i always tell my darling i feel very bored at here but i dun wan go back also…is such a confusing question now whether i really feel bored here or whether i feel bored there….coz i dun wan dun wan go back. i dun wan to face my life there alone anymore. i feel very bad. Bad to study LAW. I hate to attend consti tutorial especially. juz like my lecture said before…if we cant understand the easiest case in law then we realy need to think about it whether we still suitable to continue study law… For that question i also wondering for a long time. For my frens..when they heard i get law..they will like ‘wow..u get law. u study smart.’ Then they sure say if i got face anything in the future then i will find u…after heard that i juz smile n feel like they juz talk talk only…but when i start study law. i juz know what law actually look like. It is not like ppl always c as a good course. A course that will ensure that u can get a better life in the future. No No No. It is absolute not like that….is very hard to study..very tough…i dunno until when i can go on with. I dunno how far my ability can walk on…i juz feel sucks this few months. Last night i really really take this question seriously to think. whnether i need to give up or how. i dunno who else i can talk to. But if i give up wat course i should take in the future? or i think too much in this case?

I m leaving tonight…everything will still be the same. especially the consti tutorial that i dun like most.

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