Lavin

Wake up early early in the morning coz i promise oi chen to have breakfast together before we went out..had our breakfast at 2233 again…normal breakfast with a pau and milo beng…but then milo beng not really nice…

After breakfast we take Komuter to Bandar Tasik Selatan then take Star LRT to Plaza Rakyat coz chen wan to buy bus ticket for going back to SP tomoro night….but who knows that Transnasional got a ticket counter at Plaza Rakyat station and she decide to have her ticket there immediately. We then went to Masjid Jamek station with Star LRT then take Putra LRT to KLCC….That is the place we plan to go for so long….

The first thing we do iwas to find where KLCC Aquaria was located…We were really 3 8 there when we saw the direction board of Aquaria..There was a long path way to walked before we can reach the Aquaria..The ticket is quite cheap after student card discount…It only cost Rm20 per person. After the entrance there were a place where we can actually have a picture with the starfish and touch the shark ( the shark is from the ‘clever’ kind, that’s why i am so dare to touch them..haha)…Continue our way in Aquaria we saw a lot of fish,turtle,shark…..we spend around one n half hours in the Aquaria to taking pictures and fooling each other around…We had our lunch that KFC..It is hard for us to get a seat in KFC coz the people there is too too too much..It seems to me is like KFC is free for lunch…haiz..After a great KFC Snack Plate we went to Suria KLCC to window shopping…

Around 2sth, chen suggest to go MidVally coz she wan to have her hair cut…She is quite satisfy with her hair and so do i….After that we went to The Gardens…The place is nice and we juz walk around for window shopping. In the meanwhile the Bella Magazine is launching dunno wat event there and i make it to saw many artist ( xandra ooi, 钟晓玉，沈月婷，戴倩云，繁彬，刘铨盛 and a lot of celebrity that i din even recognize). I had a photo with xandra after that and we have a short conversation too. For your information, she is the VJ for LIfe Session programme in NTV7. I love her so much. I like the confidence she have in herself. She looks great. I am so happy after the conversation. keep laughing and talk about it all the way to the midvally komuter station. I met looi with her fren also but we din have the chance to talk much because the train is really full with people especially the smelly malay guy..uek

The next station we gonna have fun is the Cheras Pasar Malam. We had our dinner there at a char kuey tiaw stall. The kuey tiao is nice but we juz ordered one plate to share ( by the way we did love sharing all the time). Continue our shopping at pasar malam. I bought two pyjamas and two pants for the twins. After that i start searching for the stuff i plan to buy which include clothes and shoes. Is quite failure for me today because i end up buying nothing for myself…We went to wait for the Rapid KL at 9pm but until 945pm there is no even one of any bus pass by. Because of our tiredness and laziness, we decide to take taxi back. It feel so comfortable at the moment when we were inside the taxi with the air-cond. haha…We are taking the taxi from the pasar malam to Bandar Tasik Selatan Komuter station so that we can back to UKM and it juzt cost us RM4.And finally finally i reach home around 10.40pm…hah..At last I am home.

Although I am tired but the conclusion i can have is TIRED BUT HAPPY…yo yo yo…and never forget chen for the trip

我在想，是不是每一个新娘都觉得自己是最幸福的女人？幸福是因为找到了一个可以委托终生的另一半？或是觉得终于可以嫁出去了？我又想，那些闹离婚的女人，她们在决定签纸的那一杀那，又想过当时嫁给他的原因吗？离婚是因为幸福的感觉消失了吗? 幸福的定义又是什么呢？我是不是想太多了，所以，我从来都没有想过结婚，那一种冲动是年轻时候的专利，现在，我只想生活的快乐，做自己喜欢做的事情。

前几天回家去了，可是都忙到没时间上网，所以现在回到了另一个家才有时间写一些这几天的日记是怎么过的。

到达家乡的那一天就出席了弟弟小六的毕业典礼。很多人都吓了一下因为知道我回去是为了弟弟的毕业典礼，而且是在考试期里。哈哈。。。太荒谬了吧！可是我就是那些有事没事都会回去的人。毕业典礼上，两个弟弟都夺了‘最杰出运动员’奖。看得出这奖对他们来说是多么的重要。放学后，带了他们去申请护照。两人一共花了600零吉。数目实在太大了。可是没方法了。。中午到了店里去帮爸，妈生病了，所以只好呆在家。不过，看她很辛苦的样子，心真的很痛。那天店好多人哦。两天没睡的我真的是头痛得快要爆了。吃了药还是得继续帮忙爸。回到家时已经是凌晨1点多了。 真的好累好累。

隔天，睡到12点多才起身。真的是补回了两天的睡眠。载了弟弟放学，在车里时，妈告诉了弟弟说姑姑会带他们去新加坡。小弟听了黑着脸说他不要去，哥哥却安静的不出声。妈也在这时候哭了。我知道她真的不舍得他们去，可是另一方面她不得不让他们去。这一切真的是为了他们的好。我想那两个小瓜肯定一直在埋怨着我们。可是真的希望有一天他们可以了解我们所做的决定。

第三天了，也是他们小六成绩出的那一天。这天我们真的没有抱着任何的希望。可是还好成绩还有1A。真的是太好了。。。哈哈。。晚上关店后还带他们去吃一餐呢。那晚感觉真的好棒哦。好久已经没一家人去吃宵夜了。

今天我终于搭巴士回来了。已经开始想念他们。虽然我下星期又要回去了，可是这次的感觉就会不一样，因为家里少了两个小瓜。值得庆幸的是我这一趟有回家，因为如果这次没回去的话就不只什么时候才能见到他们。 姑姑说当他们在关丹的比赛结束时就会直接带他们到新加坡然后直接到曼谷去看SEA GAME。 不知那时她会带他们回来吗？还是又直接去新加坡了？ 弟还没去妈都哭了，不能想象他们去的时候妈会哭成什么样子。。如今的家，会少了欢笑，会多了寂寞。。。

Went for a dinner with my friend’s family just now…Actually that time when she called me, i am having my dinner with my housemate…Too full to have my dinner again, but i still agree to meet her family.

When i reached there, i was a shock to saw all of her family members included her parents, two sisters and her sister -in -law and her bf too…Wow…is really a big family that i am having dinner with just now.

At first i felt so weird…as my housemate said…it is like meeting my future husband family because i am so worried. I am scared that i am not like what they think. The ’scare’ feeling follow me from the start until the end….

After the dinner, we went to sg chua pasar malam…Unfortunately when we reach there, just left few stalls that is open for food coz others stall are close due to the time quite late and the weather…Without having any pasar malam ‘walk’ we went back.

I did said bye to her parents but in deep of my heart i still feel worried. Worried coz i scare i am not like what they think. Scare coz i dont wan to disappointed them.

Is happy to have whole of the family to visit her. I never have that chance before. I am so envy envy envy of her. But in another hand, i am glad that i am tough enough to face my uni life by my own. I am waiting …waiting for a right chance and a right time to have my whole family to visit me…

十二号才有下一科的考试所以这几天都会比较轻松

或许因该说考试对于我来说永远都是那么轻松吧！

只要成绩还没出的那一天我都依然可以保持得很轻松。。太不长进了

所以今天我还是看了一套又一套的戏。

目前还在看着‘换换爱’这套台湾连戏剧。。

其中女主角哭的那一幕让我蛮感动的。。

那幕让我想起我最后一次哭的时候已经不知道是何时了

那时我真的愣了一下。。一直再记忆起自己最后一次哭的时候

如果没错，最后一次哭应该是在你要离开的那一刻吧！

还记得当时我哭得好难看哦。。

那时候的我紧紧的抱着你不想让你离开

因为我很清楚的知道你这一次的离开我会好难过

因为我更清楚的知道我们不知何时再能见面。

你说过你会回来 叫我不要再掉眼泪了

可是我还是控制不到 小眼泪还是不停的流

女主角被拥抱和掉眼泪的那一幕想起你了

感觉有点酸酸的。。。

另一幕是男女主角坐上摩天轮的那一刻 就像我们一样

我好希望时间 能停在这一刻

停在幸福的最高点    停在我们在一起的那几天里

现在偶尔想起远方的你 我还是依然会微笑。。。

幸福会不会像摩天轮一样 一转眼就转完了？